Current Mood: Depressed

This is probably a bad way to start the July but I’m really having a shit day so far… Had a bad day at work with a shitty boss. Also found out some horrible news from a guy I know. Ex-friend I could call him. It’s like… As if the day couldnt get any worse. My coworker had a meeting today with 3 other coworkers and my boss. After the meeting, he said that the boss talked alot about me. He said something that the boss will be giving me more work… Great.. As if I could handle more pile of work right now. I dont know if I’m being slow with these forms but it’s really annoying how she would talk about me without me being there. I have to know the exact details of what she said which is partly the reason why I am not looking forward to working tomorrow even though it’s a Friday. But I am expecting the worst. So then this friend had to tell me that I’m not the person he’s looking for. I guess he wants a dumbass because he should like me since I’m smart and also good at computers. I really could careless anymore… I just wanna start going back to the routine of working for the Jays. I may be tired when I work there but I at least dont have these stupid problems…

Ah I havent blogged in ages! With 2 jobs and summer online course, it’s been hectic. Then again I like the business. So with that in mind, I have a project at work that I have to finish before Tuesday. When the baseball team is in town, I get less sleep and with less sleep, less productivity at work. That is not good at all. Nobody at work knows that I’m working a secondary job (it is only part-time) and it’s best to keep it that way. Nothing else is going in my life aside from that… Today is my cousins stag party which I am still contemplating if I am going…

Current Mood: No

This month has been so crappy so far. Other than my mom & sister not being home for 3 weeks because of a funeral, I also have to go to a funeral myself. I didnt know my uncle died of cancer until last night. I’ve been juggling the 2 jobs I have that nobody has even bothered to tell me. He was diagnosed of cancer a few months ago and I didnt think he would die. I had an aunt who had breast cancer and she survived. Unfortunately, he didnt. I thought he would survive just like her unfortunately he didnt. Now I had to skip one of my jobs today and tomorrow to attend the funeral. It’s funny how life takes a turn like that. My mom had to leave the country for a family funeral and little did I know, I would be going to one a few weeks later. I havent been to a funeral in so long. I remember when I was still in highschool where I would constantly attend a funeral every year. It was like a yearly routine. Then it stopped for a few weeks and now I’m back to the funeral home again. He was only around 40 years old. That’s pretty young…