Okay so today I had to go to the bank to withdraw a large amount of $ to pay for the rest of the minimum payment for my tuition. Needless to say, I didnt like the whole trip for I am now in debt… :weeping I hate owing people money. It just makes me vulnerable…:no So anyway, today I also had to work and I found out that I got a raise so now I am getting paid $7.40. Yes thats not alot to some people but before I was getting paid $7.15 (thats minimum wage in Ontario). Aside from that this girl that I work with asked me if I could work this Sunday. She had plans already made on Sunday and didnt know that she was going to be booked on Sunday. I wouldve said yes right away for i didnt really mind working on Sunday (I work practically EVERY sunday) but this sunday was different. I had asked my boss if I could have a weekend off because im always working every weekend ever since summer school started. So before school starts, I wanted a weekend off. My boss didnt offer me a Sat off but instead offered me Fri and Sun off. I was happy with that as long as its 2 days. Then this girl calls me to ask if i could work on a Sun for she had places to go on Sun. I didnt say yes (i didnt say no either ) but instead I would rather not work on Sunday considering how when school starts i’m going to be working EVERY weekend for i cannot work on a weekday. I wont even have a day off when school starts. :tired Hence I’ll be hella tired… I will have to talk to her soon to deal with this but knowing how much of a softie I am, I’ll probably end up saying yes… :sowhat. It’s like I have this total guilt trip if I say no…. She had a chance to tell my boss that she had plans but she never said anything.. Bleh.. I hate her for this.. I hate my job for this…:yuck

I found this quiz from another site and thought that I might put it here.

Band :: Green Day
Are you female or male:: I’m A Brat
Describe yourself:: I’m a Walking Contradiction
How do some people feel about you:: They think that I’m a Basket Case
How do you feel about yourself:: I Feel That I’m Jaded
Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:: Jackass
Describe where you want to be:: I Wanna Be In the Macy’s Day Parade
Describe what you want to be:: I Want To Be King for a Day
Describe how you live:: I Live with Blood, Sex and Booze
Describe how you love:: All by myself
Share a few words of wisdom:: When I come around

So I ended up going to my friends birthday dinner after all. I however didnt go clubbing. :bigmouth We had dinner at Montana’s and boy am I so damn full! :winktongue I ended up getting the shrimp pasta with garlic bread and ice tea. I didnt even bother getting dessert for I was hella full. Then everything was all good for they all took pics and stuff. I didnt really want to be in it but I couldnt really avoid that. :sowhat Bleh then tomorrow is work day. I know that that girl is going to ask me if I want to work on Sunday. I really dont want to but I know that I’ll feel guilty inside and out. I dont really want to feel all yucky during Saturday night thinking about it. I do need to help my dad out on Sunday for my brother wont be home to help him babysit. He’s leaving tomorrow night for the cottage. Anyway thats all for now. Nothing else to say. :smile

Haha guess who has a new layout!!! :bigmouth Yes, it’s is Madonna… I’m a Madonna-Closet fan you know. :winks I actually like more of her older stuff than the new stuff that she sings now. The lyrics is from ‘Rain’ which can be heard from the Something To Remember cd. Gosh, it took me a little longer to code this layout and to actually come up with a damn pattern for the background. Finally after trying out over 10 patterns, I was satisfied with this one. It’s from Squid Fingers. Visit the site if youre into patterns.

Anywho, this is basically the first Sunday where I am not working. All I know is that I wont have anymore weekends so I am taking this only weekend to bum around and fix whatever I need to fix in the internet world. Yes, I have no life plus it’s raining outside so I wouldnt want to go out if its raining. Then tomorrow I have work for a little over 5 hours. This week is registration week and I’m not sure whether I should go tomorrow or Wednesday. Skip Tuesday for I have a dentist appointment around 2 pm. :eek Hm.. I’m finally getting my schedule and I need to find out how to change it for I am dropping a few classes. I also have to get one of my textbooks which will be algebra for I have to photocopy the damn thing. LOL :lol2 I am ghetto like that. It’s so much better than buying $100+ book when i could just photocopy it and it’ll save me $70 or more. Then by next week, bam! First week of school… But unfortunately I’m working at the same time. My dumb boss has to have a week of vacation at the same week as the first week of school. God, sometimes she can be so selfish. She uses her status as the manager to do whatever she wants. :slant The worst part is she does it so cleverly. For example, this weekend of the 4th and 5th she decides to not work on that weekend because its the weekend before her vacation so rather than having a 7 day vacation, its 9 bloody days. It probably doesnt like much of a big deal but it is for us people who have to do some major crunch time with our schedules. Mind you the job isnt flexible and even if I wanted a day off, I probably wont get it for there’s only 4 employees there and that includes my manager. So thats 1 full time, 2 part time and 1 manager. Blows, doesnt it? :irked

You wanna know how poor I am? Today when I was walking to the bus stop, I didnt have enough change for the bus fare. I was practically 2 cents short. So I decided to ask some stranger while walking to the stop. As I was walking I saw this woman so rather than asking her for 2 cents, I asked her for 10 cents. I didnt want to use pennies so thats why I asked for 10 cents. It was pretty weird asking a strange woman for $$ but hey she gave it to me anyway. It’s not like I looked like a bum or anything. :lol2

Today I got my first gmail account. Yes, I’m part of the “kewl” crowd now. I also got 6 invites which I might offer to my coursins first. :winks Then today I went to school to get my schedule and my $200 loan from the govt (which I’m still bitter about). But I didnt get the documents for my loan because my course load wasnt 100%. It was 55%. I didnt know that my transfer credits would accept my loan. So I had to go to the Dept. of CS and ask how to add more courses. Believe it or not, I needed more courses. I didnt want to but I had to. :slant I was actually fine with having only 3 during the fall for I wanted to work to pay off my debts but no.. I had to have 5 courses to get that $200… Damn fucking govt… I swear they are off to make my life miserable. So I had to find 2 more courses which was not so easy at all because most of the courses where 100% full. I had to keep trying and trying then finally I found one stupid Philosophy course that I so did not want to take and it had 1 available seat. I now I am taking 2 Philosophy courses. :confused I am planning on dropping it if I find anything else available but I cant really do that until Tuesday or something. I dont have 5 courses yet. I only have 4… So.. I have to go back to school either on Thurs or Fri to again… search for more courses where I can squeeze myself in…. If I dont find anything else.. I’m screwed.

Posted some new photos of Denise, myself and my former university. Please see the gallery in here. Here are some pics but more can be seen in the photos section (check out ‘d0rk’).

Enjoy! winktongue